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BOOK IV. EINSTEIN ENTRIES
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whichever sun i burn
you are there
ever the ray
never the shadow
CORVUS MONEDULA
Must we carry
This to the point
Of a disease,
When even as
I shut my eyes
I stalk you in
My sleep. Lost as
We are both from
Each other, I
Always meant to
Trap you in my
Dreams imagined
Corners: By sleight
Of mind or snare
Of thought, how I
Yearn to have you
Caught held within
The cage of my
Fingers where I
can feel your wings
Burn in my fist.
LURE
What does it
Make me if
I cannot
Touch you where
It hurts most
Touching: In
The spaces
Where I must
Enter you
As a cast
Shadow yet
You are the
Only light
I borrow
Cleft to your
Steady flame
I wear your
Soot in shame.
GERM
Let him not who
Has yet to shed
The fat of his
Soul fill your tomb
With the weight of
His past life, past
Sin. Not before
He has peeled off
Its skin, cut it
Open, pried it
To its core. To
Wring it dry till
It bleeds no more,
Pleads no more, when
Soon he must cast
Fate into the
Hole: To burn the
Meat of his moon
And bury the
Seed of his sun
Into your womb.
DIALOGUE WITH METEOR SHOWER
Funny how we
Talk the language
Of beer bottles
And cigarette
Smoke: A clink here,
A concept there.
A puff equals
A precept. Or
Could it be that
Between the two
Of us, silence
Gives birth to its
Own alphabet?
PLAYBACK
I am pretty
Sure we havent
Met, she said when
I gave her the
Line about me
Seeming to have
Known her like she
Had been my wife.
It was a cheap
Shot, to be sure,
Yet she took it
From there, and said
But Id like
to
Meet our daughter.
And so with that,
We made our way
For the garden,
Past a bed of
Trees and into
A blanket of
Shadows: out there
where she had been
Waiting to meet
Us, all her life.
SHAMAN DAUGHTER
We dance like stray dogs
rabid in daytime.
Spit and shit, our bodies a tangle
of pulsating flesh epileptic.
Pretty soon, we ignite
and become fire.
The ensuing explosion always
Leaves something the police can wave at
In court: stains and strands
we might have missed at
The crime scene. All in all, the squeaky,
Sticky, spoor of vesicle and womb.
With some luck, they might
come up with something
Material. Some vagrant vegetable,
Perhaps, of a violence long past.
AXIOM: IXION
I remember you
In long cursive loops,
The object being
Is to shackle me
To the spinning wheel
Of your memory,
Of a time long lost.
Now forever found.
Here forever bound.
To turn as a screw
Might turn, without end,
Into the axis
Of your absence, or
As a clock, ticking
Fast to the minute
Hand of your past. I
Am with you at last.
SONGSTONE
Like you I too would like
to be happy
To conduct this matter of living
As though the sun rises from my bile
To smile if only because
my heart smiles
Which I do but the sun sets too and
Takes forever setting in my bones
I long for the serenity
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